Amazing what sleep, crying, talks with the ex, talks with ms.v, shots, talking with "The Dad", (Timing, wow!), more talking
with my boy, can do... here's my resolve, the Tao has a way of making things work out. kinda zen, but I'm on chapter 2 of the
Te. things i'm considering...how much i truly love him as is. He is a tree. though functional as a table, and suitable as a
chair, He is a tree, providing shelter and shade and a place to rest, simply as a tree. :)
Good as is....i just turned down a guaranteed incredible night with The Dad...the Book of Answers says,
Fuck. It would. The Book states, "It is never too late to be what you might have been...Do not give up on your aims."