Happy Fat Tuesday. ...hope you're with your Someone

Did you think I would forget?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY J....

I know you're practically married now, but I love you anyways... hee hee (jk--we love J's girl--she keeps him smelling good.)

Okay so happy birthday, wish I could be there...tell joseph the bartender to start a tab....and I'll get right on that...mmm, in 10 years. :)

Well, wishing you the best....You wouldn't think I'd forget right?

Love you, Me

Sittin in a highschool cafeteria waiting and watching my sister.
feeling like i need to sleep but pushing through out of a sense of obligation;
Still trying to be the number one sister in an imaginary competition.
On the plus side, the band director is pretty hot. But as pointed out by the sibling, i'm older than him.

Now what am I supposed to do
When I want you in my world
How can I want you for myself
When I’m already someones girl?

Now what am I supposed to do
When I want you in my world
How can I want you for myself
When I’m already someones girl?

First time that I saw you boy
It was a warm and sunny day
All I know is I wanted you
I really hoped you looked my way
When you smiled at me
So warm and sweet
I could not stay
You make me feel like a itty-bitty girl
What do you do to me

Now what am I supposed to do
When I want you in my world
How can I want you for myself
When I’m already someones girl?

Now what am I supposed to do
When I want you in my world
How can I want you for myself
When I’m already someones girl?

I guess I’ll see you next lifetime
No hard feelings
I guess I’ll see you next lifetime
I’m gonna be there

Your energy, feels so damn good to me
It picks me up don’t wanna come down
You got me spinning all around
Yeah
You need to know
I’ve got that somebody
You’re beautiful
But it ain’t that kind-a party nowww

Now what am I supposed to do
When I want you in my world
How can I want you for myself
When I’m already someones girl?

Now what am I supposed to do
When I want you in my world
How can I want you for myself
When I’m already someones girl?

Well I guess I’ll see you next lifetime
Baby we’ll be butterflies
I guess I’ll see you next lifetime
That sounds so divine

I guess I’ll see you next lifetime
I guess I will now
I guess I’ll see you next lifetime
Wait, wait a little while

See it ain’t nothing wrong with dreaming
Boy don’t get me wrong
Cause every time (every time) I see you (every single time)
I know just how strong (every single time)
That my love is for my baby
But emotions just don’t lie
Well I know I’m a lot of woman
But not enough to divide the pie

Now what am I supposed to do
When I want you in my world
How can I want you for myself
When I’m already someones girl?

I guess I’ll see you next lifetime
You know I want to stay around
I guess I’ll see you next lifetime
I’m so confused now

Now what am I supposed to do
When I want you in my world
How can I want you for myself
When I’m already someones girl?

I guess I’ll see you next lifetime
Already
I’mgoing to be there
I guess I’ll see you next lifetime
I’m going to look for you

Now what am I supposed to do
When I want you in my world
How can I want you for myself
When I’m already someones girl?

I guess I’ll see you next lifetime
Oh
Oh baby
I’m gonna be there
I’m gonna be there

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Thinking about sleep...funny, i was thinking of...

a blog to call my own

"I often sit and wonder, no really I do; if the people who I want to read this, actually read this blog."

You know, I often wonder the same thing....
Sometimes I wonder if Someone is writing about or to me?

Would you imagine the conceit to have such a thought?

but because JM seems only to be answered in tru JM fashion...

all of your friends don't know who I am
I've been your best kept secret

Some more Myspace...and more than Myspace....

So, if you read this...you're definately someone close to me...or someone who wants to get close to me...or just someone thats stalking me...or hmmm. I guess someone thats bored and found themselves on this page....

Anywho...if you might have noticed I've become a myspacer....terrible for a band and boy groupie like me...and as I've noted in earlier sessions, I blog on that occasionally, but never fear non-myspacers...and those who believe <myspaceisgay.com> hee hee hee.

anywhoo...you'll always get the cut and paste...plus...my real life...

for those who know I travel...eh....I'm so warn out by it...National responsibilities SUCK!!!

but i feel greatly accomplished as I have published count em--250 invitations ++++100 vendor invites....yes...I am good. and with the first "ad" in--we're breaking even.

****sigh...

so..V-day was yesterday...I cried during dinner...me and "Him" have very differing viewpoints...and I still find it hard to accept that the guy I care so much for can have his own oppinions...

Anywhoo....he kissed me and made it all better...and when I went out to play today...(hee hee) he sent me a text wishing me a very "Happy Half- Birthday" wish....Yeah, I'm first grade...So I love it....

The roomie bought me dinner...so today has been feeling like a great Half Birthday indeed.

To fill everyone in on the "How are you and Him?" question....cause I know I'm vague...we are good. He is this like incredible boyfriend I never thought I'd have and (LOL) each time I think I've done something to completely push him away...like get all political...get all emotional...get all...well, me...he just hugs me a little closer and tells me He's still there....???

I tell you I can't figure it out...most guys are running by now...BUT, I guess after three and a half years, lol, he knew what he was getting into...

I learned I'm okay in His families eyes...so I'm thinking, wow....it doesn't hit...i keep waiting for "it", but it just doesn't...its kinda like, yeah...we kiss more now...but he's still my best friend....

I'm waiting for "it" though....to know if its right. To know its wrong. to know anything...but nope...just happiness...and not like Wow, I'm on cloud 9 happyness, just contentment...like....yeah I could do this for the rest of my life and not get bored.

LOL. this is gonna sound "me" but....he's kinda fung-shui...if i put him in just the right place in my life, I have this feeling he'll be functional, pleasing to the eye, inconspicuous, and constantly bring me good energy....LOL...okay. enough of that...heres a blog entry, if you haven't gotten enough....love everyone. muah!

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

I am....
Current mood: accomplished

So I have recieved many great and awe inspiring answers to my "I am" bulletein...

Thanks a plenty... the paper went well....In an unfortunate turn of events my plans to see the Elusive "Matt Jones" (on my friends list for times and shows) is once again trumped by fate....perhaps I am not ment to listen to the magical tones of an acoustic guitar???

 

doubtful...but because I couldn't help it...nor get the song out of my head from hearing it in the car....one of many of my lyrical responses to my "I am _______" question.

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You think that I go home at night
Take off my clothes, turn out the lights
But I burn letters that I write
To you, to make you love me

Yeah, I drive naked through the park
And run the stop sign in the dark
Stand in the street, yell out my heart
To make, to make you love me

I am extraordinary, if you'd ever get to know me
I am extraordinary, I am just your ordinary
Average every day sane psycho
Supergoddess
Average every day sane psycho

You may not believe in me
But I believe in you
So I still take the trash out
Does that make me too normal for you?

So dig a little deeper, cause
You still don't get it yet
See me lickin' my lips, need a primitive fix
And I'll make, I'll make you love me

I am extraordinary, if you'd ever get to know me
I am extraordinary, I am just your ordinary
Average every day sane psycho
Supergoddess
Average every day sane psycho
Supergoddess

See me jump through hoops for you
You stand there watching me performing
What exactly do you do?
Have you ever thought it's you that's boring?
Who the hell are you?

I am extraordinary, if you'd ever get to know me
I am extraordinary, I am just your ordinary
Average every day sane psycho
Supergoddess
Average every day sane psycho

Average every day sane psycho
Supergoddess
Average every day sane psycho

Average every day sane psycho
Supergoddess
Average every day sane psycho

Average every day sane psycho

Yeah. dinner was nice. :)

"In a Relationship." Lol. the myspace equivalent of three other words. tonight i got both, roses, and the genuine feeling...
It might be the catch phrase...but, "I'm ALL in." :-)

Time away always sheds new perspective on the ordinary. In short, travel went well.
Travel was the only thing that well, given this business trip.
The best though, is being wanted back. :-)

So...if we're "Official," and anniversaries are now and place, and we attend functions "together," does that mean I have to
change my myspace profile. Lol! by the way. interesting coincidence...Mr Boots SN popped up, so he's at least alive, right. :)

Best part. he comes over, my pledge decides we're good and said BF try to digre mic

shall i describe the fun that is me? first, no work. next free lunch. next a nap. next a visit from a high school sweetheart.
Add to this a call from "The Dad," and we've got a nice day. the housemate then cooks and cleans for dinner. both mr. someone
Desert is chocolate dipped

I'm deleting temptation off my phone and buddy list again! ugh! why is it so hard to be content? maybe cause i seek happiness?