Think of this as a rejected Hallmark Card....a Just Because that only cost .44 cents

So...no real reason to write, just thought I would. Theres no meaning to this one, no hidden message, so don't bother looking for one.

Here are a few JM quotes to start the day.

JM on Trust:

"Every guy wants a girl and a relationship with f***in' real trust. So much trust that I could call her up and be like, 'there was some hot ass in the audience today' and she'll be like 'oh yeah?' and I'll be like 'oooooh yes'. Every guy wants a girl that can appriciate hot ass." Right before singing "Love Song For No One"

JM on Being a Pimp:

"I have learned that I am a pimp. Now you may be thinking two things.... 1. Where are you going with this John? and 2. John, are you tired of being alone.......DAMN STRAIGHT!" --A live intro to Love Song

So here it is (if you're unfamiliar). Again, not even in the mood to listen to this or any JM right now, but I do appreciate his quotes somedays. Figured I'd share what song he was talking about.  

Love song for no one (live intro)

This song's about... talkin to the person you haven't even met yet.
Maybe they're rollin' around in the hay with someone else,
but they're not as good as you'll be... you just have to wait your turn.
She's out there, he's out there,
they're just learning what to contrast you against.

Stay at home alone on a Friday
Flat on my floor looking back
On old love
Or lack thereof
After all the crushes have faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
Get here..

Searching all my days just to find you
Not sure who I'm looking for
I'll know it
When I see you
Till then, I'll hide in my bedroom
Just staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
I'm so tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?
Oh no away
yadadadada
dadadada
dadada..

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
You'll be so good
You'll be so good for me
Ohh I know you'll be so good for me
For me
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Yeah, I'll be writing more later. My mind has gone back to keeping me awake with a thousand and one thoughts.  I know I have words to put out there, but I'm trying to let the day just roll in. Let everything slide.

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J-low every so often reads an entry per my request, and did so yesterday with the following response: "I worry about you."

"Why?" I ask, with a smile as I lay on my bed.

" Because," (*she sighs) "I worry you're writing what you want to feel, what you want him to think you feel, but" (she pauses) "you're bullshitting if you're trying to tell me he doesn't mean more." (pause) "He's bullshitting if he doesn't think he feels more. You know he cares about you" (small pause, with a slight gag reflex) "Why am I defending him?"

"because you love me"

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IM Conversation with C:

"C!!!!!! I need to forget about boys!"

"yes you do"

"I think I'm going to become gay"

"No---I'll screw you before that happens"

"Knowing my luck, Karma will screw me over, and all I'll get is ugly fat chicks"

"LOL--Why, did I just offer that?"

"Because you love me enough to screw me straight--Thats a real friend"

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LEO:
Finally ready to give up on love? Not so fast, quick draw. That outlaw's still roaming and ready to meet your needs in ways you never quite expected. Make someone feel good and you'll be amply rewarded.