Still dilusioned?

I have decided labor day is for crazy shoppers and those who really do labor. --As a currently unemployed student, I'm realizing today is just like every other day, while all my girlfriends are enjoying their first day off in months. Makes me feel like I REALLY need a job!!!!

So on this fine labor day... ever realize how life just catches up with you?

I need to read a book, and my usual library that always has everything, does not have the book I need. Leaving me with two alternatives, hope like crazy I get to the UNM library before anyone else does early morning tommorow, or---go on a hunt to find and buy the book today.

Now, this wasn't procrastination--I just didn't honestly have the time this week to get the first copy. Grrr...i know it's so petty, but it's amazing how something like that can frustrate you so early in the morning,

I've been up since eight this morning, and have managed to successfully, push a box around and go stupid looking for this book online.

Other things: I need a job. LOL, God I need a job. School: I need a book, Stupid, stupid book! Life: Yup, I need one of those too! LOL.

Waking up still feeling good, or rather today-- it's just okay. The reality of situations usually hit their gravity as to when you're alone in the day with nothing better to do then think...so rather than do that, shopping for a book????

write more later, refuse to worry bout anything...rather I'm going after what I want. Starting with that book...lol, the rest, well, I'll just stay optomistic about, and as always, take what I can, if thats all that can be given. Somedays, I do like settling for fantasy.

PS. Ah-ha-ha. like this color choice? Can you believe I own a shirt this color, let alone am wearing it? crazy crazy changes in the universe of this boring college girl since she's been away.