I don't even know

My guy friend, C, just called me, so he could "stop thinking." I tell him to try to sleep it off. Here I am, as always, left with my thoughts.

Actually I'm too tired to think tonight. Not sleepy, just tired. In refrence to a heart he's been trying to recover, C mentions the age old adage, the best way to get over the old girl, is to move on to someone new; he says his grandmother told him that. Pretty wild gram. I tell him things will get better in the morning. Laugh at grandmas advice. Hang up, say goodbye, never leaving, but rest on the pillow staring at a screen knowing it's easier to be away.

 

i thought it was too good to be true
i found somebody who understands me
someone who would help me to get through
and fill an emptiness i had inside me
but you kept inside and i just denied somethings that we should have both said
i knew it was too good to be true
'cause i'm the only one who understands me...

what happenned to us? we used to be so perfect, now we're lost and lonely
what happenned to us? and deep inside i wonder, did i loose my only?

remember they thought we were too young
to really know what it takes to make it
but we had survived off what we had done
and we could show them all that they're mistaken
but who could have known, the lies that would grow, until we could see right through them.
remember they knew we were too young
we still don't know what it takes to make it.....

we could have made it work, we could have found a way
we should have done our best to see another day
but we kept it all inside until it was too late
and now we're both alone, the consequence we pay
for throwing it all away, for throwing it all away......