Feeling better

Quote of the Day from the 14yr old goddess of deduction:

"Boys are dumb."

Quote of the Evening:

"Womens entertainment should consitst of sad sappy movies, why aren't there any on? Now we have to watch this." (Disney Channel)

Inspiration to me that my sister is not only the bomb, but a Lady to be, oh yes.

Listen if you can, it's well worth it

Charles Mingus, "Don't Let it Happen Here"

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Once you get down on your knees, you end up with footprints on your backs. _____________

If I don't say it often enough, I know I'm a pain in the ass. I'm really blessed to have the people that I do in my life. C, T, J-low, J, A--V, 12, Ace have all made life so much easier. And I know I'm complicated sometimes, but in reality I'm really simple. Just love me, and I'll love you back ten fold, promise.

And I know my 14 yr old "posse" I've aquired down here, I love them. They're the best. Life is so simple. Things at worst are "gay" and life at best (including me) is "kool." I gotta say, it's cool to be kool. Boys are dumb and girls are weird. School is better than home, and only the band teacher and me are "like kool adults." No overthinking, but no real drama. good benefits, no rent, only dealing with gas money and take out cash, girls/guys are always available. But, life can suck, royally. theres the pills, the presure, first heart aches, etc. Somehow they rebel though. Fight the pain in a screw you world, i'm young kind of way. It's really refreshing. Nothing more, nothing less.

Well even the so called complications I have in my life, is all worth it for the frienship, memory, and moments given to me. I'm really working on being "happy,"  and that's why this is so great that I'm here. You can all get away, or hang up or sign off on me. OR you can make the effort, and really show you care, and when you do, it makes every complication so So worth it.

Love you. Love me.