bleh...

Feeling like crap!
One of my co-workers says its the stomach flu...It seems to be going 'round. When I pulled my car over this morning (just) to throw up, I'm inclined to believe her....

I'd love to send that message to my mother..."hey mom, I threw up this morning...." --She'd die. LOL
Well, UNLESS the Lord himself has decided I am the "chosen one," NO PEOPLE,  I am still going to lawschool before I have a kid. Despite popular beliefs, conception without action is still highly implausible....

The doc is at a loss; as usual, they assigned the regular antibiotics. As usual, they ran the same damn white blood count test...this is like the hundreth test....and as usual, I'll be deemed "all normal"--in a week. It's so sad, to know you know more than medical staff...I know what this is...its the same thing that happens during every finals week. I get stressed,  I get susceptible, I get sick.
Simple stress, or at least I can hope. Thanks to all my well wishers ;-). I'm sure I'm fine and just killing myself slowly, follow-ups in a week.
To be honest, the only thing that really blows is the fatigue. I can't stay awake to save my life, and while I'm done with school, I still have work for two more days, I just hope I don't get my little ones sick, but I suppose since I probably got it at school, they're either imune to it by now, or are the ones that brought it to me....
(Little rugrats that light up my life. )

In other news: Hey 3, I miss hearing from you, and congrats on the piercing. You will make someone very happy---as soon as you heal that is??? Anyways, today was nice.

C, like me is sick, he thinks he has a cold/cough or something though. I figure as long as we don't breathe each others air we should be good, LOL. Hoping the night I passed out at his place isn't what brought his ill-ness on...the last thing I need is him being mad at me for yet another thing I can not control.

Marine and J, have been life savers in the "listening" and "guidance" they have provided via phone and IM.

which brings me to....yes 3, Mr. Boots.

(It really is such a fitting name...if we ever are more than friends, and he lets me, I'll relay the story. )

Well, for starters, he just signed on. LOL... I swear he is psychic. Or just this crazy kool guy.
*sigh*
BUT as I stated much earlier, he hurt me hard, and yes he did apologize, and he didn't have to. I mean....he's dealing with going over to Iraq. He's non-emotional and I can see how commiting to a long term relationship is the last thing he needs to be dealing with...especially regarding he only met me for less than 24 hours.
Me, I have school, and the sorority, and law school upcoming. I don't need the pressure either.... I guess that's what works. That and he's a billion miles away...

He hasn't called since Sunday and I suppose thats okay....this flu thing has me passing out any way.  I am hoping that he is sincer in his attempts to try this out though...
I just got confortable with leting this guy back into my life, the last thing my system can handle is a liar...I truly feel I would throw up all over again....bleh!

JK, I think its the medicine.  Better health and my love to my little universe. Ms. V. brought Tai....yeah, Tai and Pinot Noir....can we say, no wonder you're sick. lol.

MUAH!!!