before i nap

*yawn. Got sent home today. I'm exhausted, yet thouroughly pleased with myself.
I have a pimp halloween costume, i had tons of fun last night.
LOL. OMG. 18 year old boy comes by my cubicle today and first thing he tells me, is where was I? LOL After the debate as to whether or not it was me that missed him, or him that missed me, we summed up with well, whatever.
LOL He got sent home too. Maybe us 8 in the morning people should meet in the afternoon instead of at midnight huh?
oh well.  *sigh
Still don't know what to do. Heaven and Hell should be soon, don't know if I'm going/want to go/am invited to go. Still so hurt, so very very hurt. Worse, is everytime i think I want to explain it, i keep thinking people think I'm "emotional" --so it's like forget it, no one cares, you know?
well, Three gets it. as per IM summary, and that's conforting. DZ hears me, as does my royal cuteness of a sister, J-low will listen but all the girls are in line to "just forgive him"  They don't get it i think? They really don't get that I'm so mad, I just might let him go, just let it all go, should he say one wrong word.  I don't want to loose him, thats why I'm taking time.
The boys in my life get it, J-votes "sketchy" as always, but really knows it's the oddest thing, and actually is shocked that "of all people, HIM"
Marine votes "yeah we're stupid" as he says all men just don't realize and sometimes need a wake up call.
me---sleepy. gonna sleep, maybe there will be a party tonight. maybe. we'll see.