Ugh! aol sucks lately. all my Aim convo's aren't coming up :-(.
So... if you're reading this and trying to figure out why i'm not getting back to you, Sorry!
Spoke to the Dentist tonight. always fun. he's due back in Sept. :)
Been cleaning up my lambda life. files and fines. end result is that new song by papa roach, Scars. i think that sums it up.
I'll post later with emphasis.
I do need to post some of my "Feelings" but to be honest they're not solidified enough in my head to really form into an entry
Mall boy wrote me today. yeah don't really know what to do about him... sometimes i think i should just make him walk around
Shirtless and be proud of my ability to pimp. lol.
But here's a "Feelin'" i'm questioning myself on... I go back and forth. Do i cut myself off? i've got boys that i know
aren't "Into me," but I find myself caught between Have fun and Have some respect for yourself. summer began today.
I'm happy. with or without them. It's just i question does it mean anything to them?
Can i hurt them? do i hurt them? could they care less? and then i catch myself... i'm far to busy, beautiful to waste the
Pretty on figuring out Your feelings.
Once upon a time i'd read a blog to figure it out or wait for a response, but the book had a point...
"If he's into you he'll make sure you know."
So there's my answer, right? not into me... but does that mean I can't love the fun? i get it. i deserve better. and i'm not
Gonna waste my time analysing or did holding my breath for what i want to hear. got that. so i guess i wait for a guy that's
Into me to let me know?
 Lol. you know maybe this book sucks. seems like you wait for the bad guys to figure out you're great, and wait for the great guys?
that's it? I'm just supposed to wait around for some prince charming to clue me in that he's into me? HA
 At least the guys "not that into me," hang with me in the meantime?
LOL--This is what happens when you read!!!!

Looking Forward to anything after 3pm Thurday!!!!!