I'm a strong believer in a girls ability to say No. For the first time in a long time I was reminded of a scary reality that
sometimes it just doesn't matter.
I've never held a moment in such pain. I'm suddenly so filled with appreciation for Someone as he slept on a couch just 24
hours before a lesser would try -too forcefully- to stay in my bed. *Sigh* I know i had the right to tell him to leave.
I know he was just probably drunk and didn't get it when i reiterated No...But the girl from a year ago is saying the same
lines from then to justify acceptance of yet another unchangeable situation. "It could have been worse.,""He could have hurt
hurt you,""Its over now so just pretend like you're not scared," -The woman i am today is ready to kick that girls ass. My ex
had no right then, this guy had no right tonight.
You live you learn. you take self defence.
In a simple text the ass wrote: "U suck." hmmm. and here i thought it was guys that tried to force girls into unwanted
behavior were the ones that "sucked."--You know if the ass hadn't wrote that i might had thought it was me... but no.
Just inner tuition trying to protect me.
I keep reminding myself. they're not all bad. after all, just last night proved there is at least one decent man