Home at last in bed and reminicent. Austin reminded me in 15 minutes what I've wanted for the past year.
While I'm fortunate to have the men i love in my life. if even for a moment. i know i share. with work. with fraternities.
with other women. the girl friends. school work etc. always something. but i have always been good about taking what i can...
Except now-Post book- i just know i can't lie myself into thinking he's into me.
Nonetheless, i'm happy with the men while they are busybodies make time to be my friends. J who's love in unwavering and is
Always willing to pick me up. yeah. he's got a girl. my marine zim even though sick. writes me to say hey. yeah. miles of
Distance. and there's so many more. and then there's the guys who by now might know i still in weak for them.
All and all. while they might not be into me. they do know me. and i love them. so maybe one day right... i'll get a guy thats
"Into me." until then single fun is fun