Everybody Lies...

"...if you pussyfoot around it, she’s not going to read your mind"
"Okay."
"When you look in her face, you’re going to feel the instinct to temporize. Crush it."

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I sent a boy home at 4:30 am this morning. He wanted to stay and make last night the 11th night I didn't sleep alone. *sigh. Silly freshman. --But the drinks, and the cab, and breakfast pizza were nice. In exchange, he received good council: namely, "Don't fall for anyone at school. No good can come of it."
No worries ya'll, I'm a "good girl." Despite the 'hype" the girls sleeping in my bed certainly out numbered any boys. I think ever? hmmmm.

Now, back to boys at school, "if only I had stuck to my rules." I'm getting better...?

Distraction or as deemed "time away" has been good... I've been partying like a rockstar, and while it's been brutal, I've looked amazing for the past two weeks. At least that's what boys tell me.

Alas, today was my cut off....no more clubs, no more parties, no more boys, just me, my book, and some self control.

Who knows. Maybe I've mastered this alone thing.
Lol...oR maybe I'll take up a friends offer and jump on a plane somewhere. anywhere.
I wonder if I can expense Uganda?