So. i'm gonna fast. and not the usual fast. i am gonna fast from negative habits.
I'm going to try this keeping my personal life personal.
You see, i'm in texas now. a little escape. a little meditation. and It's nice
Before i left, i resolved to come back with clarity. lol. yeah. some summer lessons needed revisiting. lol. but... in my quest
I forwarned those most likely to be affected that my behavior would soon reflect the ideals of happiness i'd like to pursue.
Lol. big concept??? let me break it down. i don't want to be a hypocrite.
I want life to be simple. i don't want to cry over loser friends. i want the guy i hook up with to be the guy that i love.
the last being the most complicated. but again to keep the personal personal, let me only say this: again i have caught
Feelings, again i predict heart ache. but as i learned from the boy i'm stuck on, when it comes to this game of love,
Instead of waiting on the sidelines to be picked, "You have to play to win."