I think i have the internet from hell. *Sigh
Lambda-ness is weird lately. but nothing extreme. or rather--I have chosen not to make it extreme in my life.
J called. and for this we are appreciative. :-) unfortunately i'm still accustoming myself to my new lifestyle of chasing 5 yr
olds. somehow i'm still getting to the gym. i refuse to gain back the weight i had over the summer or just when i was dating
Grr... HE came over tonight. he "Just missed me" after "a whole week" of not seeing me. lol. i laugh, but anyone who knows me
knows i love it. and i know i've said it a hundred times but i think i might truly love him. Not love, like "Babe, I love you"
But like, "Yeah... i'd go with him to california if he asked-But he never will"
To think 8 months ago the questions are still all the same. then again, maybe not. now maybe the appropriate question is:
Will I ever be happy just being friends again?
Well, won't be the first time i fall for a friend. I think I should start dating again. All interested applicants should
Submit a formal request in writing. Comments are acceptable. ;-)