Day 2 of God willing Continued Internet

Ooh before i start---Mr. Marine if you're out there and reading:
Happy First Day of Class!!!!!
Hee Hee.
Damn I miss him.

Okay so no real updates I guess, except that I'm sooooo happy right now. Lets review, shall we?

Education: a number one priority: Expected graduation dat May 2006. No one put it on your calender, it's probably going to happen,---but like my undgraduate career, I don't really think of this as a "large" accomplishment. Maybe one day I will.

Lambda-ness: aw yes, aint that fresh, 385 emails to go.

Job--tiring, exhausting, gross on somedays, but wow, so cool.
Money--Decent. After realizing I had totally screwed up some figures, I'm breathing easier knowing I will have money for rent, utilities, food and gas expenses, and the ever important 178 dollar phone bill. Excessive, yes. But do I have any regrets? not a damn one. What can I say? 
"I've got ho's...."

LOL. JK.

As playa playa would put it: "What's really going on?"

Alright the update on " As the Ho' Turns"

*sigh? where to begin, the list?

In reverse as always
Haven't seen Blockbuster Boy, in case the El Paso Crew was curious. But I guess thats just laughable since that was like a what, hello?
um, HIM--well yeah, we're um...lol. I don't know what we're doing--what else is new, oddly we're on (what?) the 8th month of this?
Dentist--well no wedding bells, no alope-ment, but again as El Paso crew would acknowledge, and anyone who's seen Latino kings of Comedy could gather: when he was here
"I liket-ed-it"
--yeah and so did he ;-)
um, before that? 18 yr old boy is probably, hell i couldn't even guess? Don't know don't care
MR. Someone, yeah, maybe I'm transgressing, maybe I'm looking for closure, Maybe I just want to get him off my mind and think if I talk to him that will do it? I don't know, but as I couldn't help finally IM'ing this guy yesterday was the following
"Somehow the universe refuses to let me forget"
--so yeah, maybe one day that will be a don't know don't care, but for know, I guess I just don't know?
Before? Beside? Next too? who else? lol---as the Prophet says "Wait, is this guy number 3 or 4? I can't keep up?"
LOL, um, Playa playa nd me are talking again. and i do mean "talking" --literally, nothing more, swear. and in his famous affirmation "say swear to God" yeah, swear to God. Took him Christmas shopping, he took me for a ride in his new Nissan Z, thats been about it.
who else. Marine is in Wyoming. First class was today if ya'll missed it. and well, I miss him. *sigh* (Thank god for free nights and weekends)
who else? --Marine 2, or "the Daddy" is being a dad in NC.
the prophet is getting leave in april.
and J of course has his girl, and per comments, should be recieving calls shortly.
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the girls, me and J-low have still yet to actually talk in like a month or two. life and distractions just get in the way i guess, but it's a two way street.
4 and 5 like J-low-ness have also vanished from my life
3 makes a total effort to stay in my life, and for that, kisses and vino sis.
my LS, housemate, co-worker, and right-side, Mrs. V is totally my de-stresser, and yet still not all oh we have to be best friends type. it's weird, but totally the bomb relationship. --Actually for as much as I see this girl it's amazing I don't hate her. I'm sure she's tired of me though, and my never ending stories of HIM.
D is the housemate I never see, and because of it--prob the housemate C will begin to see less of. Yeah, that was finals panic i think. There have been enough moments to re-assure me now that C would not go there.
So, yeah J, prayer works. lol
BTW, speaking of prayer--Blockbuster rental (lol) "SAVED" starring Mandy Moore--good. 3 stars
 Thats it. Seriously, there is my entire social circle minus 14 yr old, crush, and her girlfriend. Plus dad fam, which is SOOOO rare. I never see or hear from them,
but breath of fresh air, Sis from Dads side called yesterday, so refreshing, though SOooo high school, the drama of 14 yr old boys. geesh.
lol
so really if it aint in here, than i don't think it could be that important

We're gonna make this a write in, if I've forgotten anything, or you (lol)--lemme know. We will ammend and let the world know what else is improtant in the little universe I call my own.

oh, wait, almost forgot, the ex--he is seeing someone new. totally official. I saw his best friend the other night, very odd. anywhoo, but yeah. how do I feel? well I don't--it's an odd sensation. not threatened, almost relieved. like, "yay, she can deal with wrist splitting" --mean maybe, but after a semester of bad grades, I needed to vent. okay well, I say we drop him as a subject from now on, cause he's boring, yes? yes, I agree.
with that done and tidy, wow, am I growing up?
ewwwww....I should email my fellow 5 yr old in spirit now, and remind him of my talking Tao-teaching panda bear in Never Never land, so that I don't feel pulled together. wow, pulled together....lets see how long this last. lol
Love you all, besitos.