Can't sleep...everything and no one seems to be keeping me awake. I want to beleive someone out there is wide awake thinking of me. Someone out there questions if they've missed out on something great long ago...or are missing out on something great right at this moment. Maybe they question if all this confusion can be simplifed in one touch or can create complications of a lifetime. Maybe these are just the feelings of loneliness that acompany the 3am darkness that fades with the moonlight.
Maybe I'm just sick in the head, desperate for melodrama, and need to learn how to just be alone....but if I do need to be alone, can the world stop teasing me?
I wonder if anyone gets this.....gets me? I wonder how long it will take me to laugh at this moment....two weeks? two months? two years? Two years after another broken engagement.....
Logically, you're probably in someone elses arms tonight, or laughing at how stupid I am to have never noticed you...but what fun would life be without spinning round and round?