Not So Sentimental

The Facebook...Aw the joys.
Recently I stumbled across one of my sorrors pages, and for all the groups I regret not being able to join this one might be tops:  the "I'll cut you bitch" group.
I mean I'm not an angry person, and I prob would get my a$$ handed to me if i ever got into a fight, but-- LOL, doesn't it just sound cool?
anyways, was having a wonderful dia-- still kinda am, sleep has an amazing effect when you've been deprived for hmmm 38 hours?
Well over-rated,  but now, IM ON SPRING BREAK!!!!!!
yes, punks across my campus are slumping through the hallways but throughout the education department, you see everyone wearing a smile. APS free for one entire week.
I slept in til 9am! 9 am, sounds insane, but omg i felt over rested, life was grand
....
speaking of grandness--had a convo with HIM the other night, in oh so many words I let him know how I felt and he let me know how he felt, and long story short
He'll be dating--and I've been dating--neither have plans on stopping, "we" won't exist, and we're both okay with that. At the highlight of sentimental-ness, He told me he loved me (awwww)....and I told him I missed him (awwww some more) and then we concluded that with the perfect will and grace convo: should I still not have anyone in 7 yrs, he'll still be "my baby's daddy."
(and to answer my sorrors questions: Will it be in a clinic? or old school method? the answer i come to find out will be the latter--? So I guess when I'm 30, not only do I not need to be worried about being without child, I'm at least guaranteed one booty call?  )

Speaking of booty calls---
Employee boy--here's the novela update---drum roll please?  alright alright, I have ethics, not many but I've got em. I saw him today. I told him no.  Grrrr--worse thing is, ethics alone didn't contribute: in my head bounced: ethics, his non-cute factor, and me having to work with him in two days, can you say Weird?

So there it is, my pseudo- Spring Break-ness complete all by the first day of School:
HE is HIStory
Employee Boy got fired
Clovis boy, is in some other zip code, and he can stay there (although--he, was cute)

Yay.
Now my permanents:
C is dating someone, go him
J finally called, yay, he's not dead, (HOMIE CALL AGAIN)
Prophet rang up and left a voicemail that i still havent checked,
My Marine is hating life, but is getting paid Bens, so he'll deal and call me
Dentist is still utterly sweet and sends me kisses ever so often to remind me that there are good guys

Not so permanents:
The EX, who knows? C told me theres a brunette? according to the facebook he's with someone else though? hmmm. I'd be confused but don't care enough
NY Lambda: haha no love for me! after a interesting convo, I find out his chapter doesn't like my org. Can we say, ooops.
Cali "boyfriend": aw yes the precious 19 yr old, who knows maybe his other 30 yr old girlfriend kidnapped him. HAHA Surferboy, if you're reading drop me a line: home-skillet-biscuit.

Okay all BS aside:  Let's talk about the juice being worth the squeeze:
Due to recent events, I'm not gonna lie, there's something else going on. I don't know quite what it is, but I like it.  Whatever it is or isn't, I'm just gonna "go with it."
I know no one has the slightest idea what I'm talking about right now, but thats okay....my journal, my perogitive to be abstract. 
I'm just not trying to kill it this time.  But....to ease everyone--->
I'm happy. I still hold to being good alone is better than being not good with a lover.
I am responsible for my happiness and I'm doing pretty damn good.
But, if someone wanted to share that occasionally, --> yeah, I'd like that.