Leo

Feelings that were tying your nerves in knots may be released dramatically today. It's time for you to breathe a deep sigh of relief as you are set free from an impossible situation. Taking responsibility for your life is surely a step in the right direction, but it doesn't mean that you can avoid serious long-term issues. Graciously accept what's on your plate while you work to improve your position.

By Rick Levine

Saturday, February 9, 2008

 

Rick Levine is my stalker....

Ash Wednesday/ Deee-leted....

In recognition of Ash Wednesday....Catholics around the globe choose today to embark on a 40 day trial of Change. Some try to "abstain" --giving up, coke, sweets, red meat.
Others, embark to do something new. Add prayer or musical enrichment to their daily lives.

I think, the hope is to remind ourselves that this is a world in which we make choices. For better or worse.  My Torts professor would have me say that this is a good time to be thinking about we are doing politically....but lets not go there today.

Being more spiritual than religious, and enjoying my self-proclaimed Taoism, one would thing that today wouldn't be that signifigant for someone like me. But it is.
   Maybe it was that I was raised Catholic and still cling to the rituals in my life that make sense. Maybe like my Torts teachers suggested, I'm using today as an opportunity to check in with myself. Its probably both, combined with recent frustrating events.

The events I won't go into, because now ever weary of being just another thing held against me, I plead the 5th. Suffice it to say, I am comfortable with my choices, my past, and the memories I have; and am now seeing a future that broadens my future to a point in which I may no longer have to depend upon my past.

Some call it closure, others call it preventative. Whatever you call it, action is still needed to sustain the thought.
(Lol....that was legalease for "if youre gonna do it, stop thinking about it, and just do it")

So I did it. I deleted old accounts and got rid of every link....electronically, if not emotionally. The Myspace is gone. My AOL is gone. All the letters and emotional safety nets that once told me I meant something at sometime.

Truth is. I can be happy in the now. Well....maybe not "now" --lets face it, I'm a 1L in Lawschool. Life sucks. But. I can be happy. I have good good friends, that are girls. Lol. imagine that. I have a wonderful family, that supports me. I have a cat that despite never seeing me, still loves me--even if I am doing miserably in law school.

And despite never ever putting an even more personal account of my life on this thing, for fear that I might regret it....Lol, I do have one.

Just like the links and accounts that takes a very small effort to prove to myself everyone else has moved on in their lives....I guess its time I moved on with mine.

Still debating how long to leave this cite up. It seems pretty well disclaimed....so we'll see.

Have a Good Ash Wednesday Little Universe.

Playing hookey

Ever feel like you were meant for something, [to be/] someone more?

Feeling Seth Horan: give him a listen.  http://www.reverbnation.com/tunepak/artist_29576

Playing Hookey in an attempt to avoid the inevitable melt-down that comes with 21 credits.....My property teacher missed me though; so, at least I'm a star student in Someone's eyes.

Wonder how long until I slip into just being "something pretty."

Just a thought. Super Tuesday is coming...Ever wonder what gets more advertising? Super Bowl or Super Tuesday?  I mean think if Victoria Secret got behind Hillary or if E-trade behind Obama.....

I'm still on the fence...."I am not procrastinating....I just haven't found one yet."

ha ha --Rick Levine stop spying on me

Daily Horoscope for Leo

Going over old relationship territory can be quite comfortable, but not exactly what you want at this time. You are tired of the same old story, yet it may have to play out one more time before you can retire it and move on. Stay cool; there's something important you must learn before entering into the next phase.

By Rick Levine

Monday, January 28, 2008

Interview Day

My morning can best be summed up as "bitter cold." It is cold, and I am bitter about this. I'm running late because the cat decided to chase a bird into the house. I have no stockings on, which makes the morning colder, but I am looking quite yummy in my black interview suit. It is called my black interview suit, because it was purchased, dry cleaned and only worn for this occasion. I hate my black interview suit. It is reminiscient of funeral attire. Black, solomn, boring. Not at all like my grey suit. My grey suit is a power suit. Grey with pink pinstripe. Add pearls, and I look like a girl with style and class. But today I'm in the black suit. The politically correct, I have no style, my ego has died, black suit. Another reason to be bitter, on this bitter cold morning.

Leo

Others are trying to tell you something, but it's hard for you to get the meaning behind their words. Your recent optimism has been your guiding light, even in the face of very difficult circumstances. Don't lose hope in spite of emotional obstacles. And don't gloss over the difficulties, even if this would make your present situation temporarily easier to handle. Your life is enriched as you face up to the reality of what's happening.

By Rick Levine

Grey January listening to Blue October

You must be broken
By a thousand ways of wasting time
Get to the point
And off a hundred lines a week
No need to change my mind
A cleaner shade of thinking time
But I seem to think more than I act upon most things.

Do you ever wonder
How hard you hit?
You broke my thunder
Do you ever wonder
How hard you hit?
You broke my thunder

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The thundercloud rain hits the freeway
The clowns put on makeup for show
The nightfall, my skin crawl kind of evening
And how the wind she blows
How the wind she blows

I want you to come closer
Come in closer. Come in closer.
I want you to come in closer
Come in closer. Come in closer.
I want you to come in closer, in closer
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I'm cramped and crawling from under the dead
I'm sick of living without you in bed
I've made mistakes that I wrote... That I read...
But now I just can't seem to be preoccupied
The heart was tossed with a black lace chain
With these hands that I write with
And the ode that I live by...
Will I ever be with you?

Do you ever wonder
How hard you hit?
You broke my thunder
Do you ever wonder
How hard you hit?
You broke my thunder
----

By the way
By your side I'll stay
If that's okay
Then by your side I'll stay forever
Here I am standing up
Because I want to fall in love with you
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Do you ever wonder
How hard you hit?
You broke my thunder
Do you ever wonder
How hard you hit?
You broke my thunder

God made this night for me, a silly devil in my talking
Romantic company for walking. Over and out...Over and out...
This year is the year I want to be, that silly devil in me talking
Romantic company for walking. Over and out...Over and out...