Damn...My Karma Ran Over My Dogma

Okay...New Record Even for Me...
For a week perfection...a whirlwind of u-hauling (google it) madness. I break a guys heart, and get hung up on from across the globe. I let go of long ago longing, and decide to throw caution to the wind. My reward?!?!? Why sitting alone for two Fridays in a row! The cause? Cosmic obscelence at work.
Worse?!?
As I couldn't wait for said traveling Global Good Guy, the Man I fall for, the Man in the Yellow Hat gets swept away...Karma baby, Karma. But, yeah...I knew "it wasn't there..." with Good Guy...but he was Good. And he did care about me...and no guy deserves to get hurt...

Added Salt? Said Global Good Guy decides to Remind me I'm a witch by verbalizing so in text and email...well, yes, I suppose I deserve after 1 (count it, one) date (!!!) to have expected I was not allowed to fall for another...So much for being special...

As to my Man in the Yellow Hat...he doesn't call, or email...and just when I'm ready to say I must have drank something stronger than Kool-Aid to imagine Love exist...yeah, that's when he messages. Good morning baby...I love you, I miss you...like that will make it all better?!?!?

Except it does...sad thing about us hopeless romantics...we're hopeless.

I tell ya, he sends lavendar roses and blue flowers, I'm putting on a ring. Hopeless, absolutely hopeless.