Amazing what the cards can reveal ;)

I broke the deck out today. Asked an impartial girl friend to do the layout for me so I didn't skew the reading....The question I asked the Universe? Well....funny thing, a song I kept as my secret anthem for a while just really summarized the whole experience. Now. I can't get the song or its meaning out of my head.
So, here's an old song. Enjoy.
BTW, Go ahead and hit the link to get the full effect:
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Seth Horan, BMI © 1998

Tried not to get too sentimental;
not to be too instrumental in her life.
My attention rarely wanders and I’m
not too keen on squandering my time.

I can’t see the point in distance so I’m
throwing up resistance but I’m losing the fight…
Now it would seem I’ve got a problem, ‘cause
I’ve always got her picture on my mind…

Crazy maybe, but it’s almost like she knows it’s her…
I’m petrified that she could leave my life, so
I don’t say a word.

I call myself a skeptic even though my mind’s not narrow,
but I’ll put on my poker-face every time I see her dealing Tarot.

Fight; fighting impossible attraction…
I just won’t face any facts and keep her picture out of sight.

Hate; hate how helplessly I’m falling;
I’m deliberately not calling but
it doesn’t make it right.

Fine. I finally made some time to see her;
maybe now I’ll have to free myself or leave this all behind.

Fright. Frightened when we’re all alone and she pulls out
that deck and I’ve no place to hide…

Crazy maybe, but it’s almost like she knows it’s her…
I’m petrified that she could leave my life, so
I don’t say a word.

I call myself a skeptic even though my mind’s not narrow,
but I’ll put on my poker-face every time I see her dealing Tarot....

Pictures forming patterns;
I’ve got to finish what I start.
Her face is changing every time she turns another card…

Pictures forming patterns;
Now here’s where this gets hard:
Her face is changing now ‘cause she can see inside my heart…

Crazy maybe, but it’s almost like she knows it’s her…
Petrified that she can read my mind, so
I don’t say a word.

I call myself a skeptic even though my mind’s not narrow,
but I put on my poker-face every time I see her dealing
Tarot.