Some more Myspace...and more than Myspace....

So, if you read this...you're definately someone close to me...or someone who wants to get close to me...or just someone thats stalking me...or hmmm. I guess someone thats bored and found themselves on this page....

Anywho...if you might have noticed I've become a myspacer....terrible for a band and boy groupie like me...and as I've noted in earlier sessions, I blog on that occasionally, but never fear non-myspacers...and those who believe <myspaceisgay.com> hee hee hee.

anywhoo...you'll always get the cut and paste...plus...my real life...

for those who know I travel...eh....I'm so warn out by it...National responsibilities SUCK!!!

but i feel greatly accomplished as I have published count em--250 invitations ++++100 vendor invites....yes...I am good. and with the first "ad" in--we're breaking even.

****sigh...

so..V-day was yesterday...I cried during dinner...me and "Him" have very differing viewpoints...and I still find it hard to accept that the guy I care so much for can have his own oppinions...

Anywhoo....he kissed me and made it all better...and when I went out to play today...(hee hee) he sent me a text wishing me a very "Happy Half- Birthday" wish....Yeah, I'm first grade...So I love it....

The roomie bought me dinner...so today has been feeling like a great Half Birthday indeed.

To fill everyone in on the "How are you and Him?" question....cause I know I'm vague...we are good. He is this like incredible boyfriend I never thought I'd have and (LOL) each time I think I've done something to completely push him away...like get all political...get all emotional...get all...well, me...he just hugs me a little closer and tells me He's still there....???

I tell you I can't figure it out...most guys are running by now...BUT, I guess after three and a half years, lol, he knew what he was getting into...

I learned I'm okay in His families eyes...so I'm thinking, wow....it doesn't hit...i keep waiting for "it", but it just doesn't...its kinda like, yeah...we kiss more now...but he's still my best friend....

I'm waiting for "it" though....to know if its right. To know its wrong. to know anything...but nope...just happiness...and not like Wow, I'm on cloud 9 happyness, just contentment...like....yeah I could do this for the rest of my life and not get bored.

LOL. this is gonna sound "me" but....he's kinda fung-shui...if i put him in just the right place in my life, I have this feeling he'll be functional, pleasing to the eye, inconspicuous, and constantly bring me good energy....LOL...okay. enough of that...heres a blog entry, if you haven't gotten enough....love everyone. muah!

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

I am....
Current mood: accomplished

So I have recieved many great and awe inspiring answers to my "I am" bulletein...

Thanks a plenty... the paper went well....In an unfortunate turn of events my plans to see the Elusive "Matt Jones" (on my friends list for times and shows) is once again trumped by fate....perhaps I am not ment to listen to the magical tones of an acoustic guitar???

 

doubtful...but because I couldn't help it...nor get the song out of my head from hearing it in the car....one of many of my lyrical responses to my "I am _______" question.

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You think that I go home at night
Take off my clothes, turn out the lights
But I burn letters that I write
To you, to make you love me

Yeah, I drive naked through the park
And run the stop sign in the dark
Stand in the street, yell out my heart
To make, to make you love me

I am extraordinary, if you'd ever get to know me
I am extraordinary, I am just your ordinary
Average every day sane psycho
Supergoddess
Average every day sane psycho

You may not believe in me
But I believe in you
So I still take the trash out
Does that make me too normal for you?

So dig a little deeper, cause
You still don't get it yet
See me lickin' my lips, need a primitive fix
And I'll make, I'll make you love me

I am extraordinary, if you'd ever get to know me
I am extraordinary, I am just your ordinary
Average every day sane psycho
Supergoddess
Average every day sane psycho
Supergoddess

See me jump through hoops for you
You stand there watching me performing
What exactly do you do?
Have you ever thought it's you that's boring?
Who the hell are you?

I am extraordinary, if you'd ever get to know me
I am extraordinary, I am just your ordinary
Average every day sane psycho
Supergoddess
Average every day sane psycho

Average every day sane psycho
Supergoddess
Average every day sane psycho

Average every day sane psycho
Supergoddess
Average every day sane psycho

Average every day sane psycho