my favorite procrastination...

So...it's finals time...

I got a 25 pager due tomorrow... and for once..you guessed it...I'm Zen.

But. lets talk un Zen, cause thats where the fun is...

Un-Zen...the Sorority, I  should be doing more but I'm trying to be a professional, a grad student, and take care of my real Sisters, so...I'll let it be....take it in, let it go....Zen

 Un-Zen...lol, um, not much more, I mean, i could give you the guy breakdown, not like any one cares...

Apparently I'm well hated at my ex's fraternity house...wow, an award. I feel special. LOL...to be honest I didn't even think anyone noticed me. So kudos.

The ex--yeah, I'm trying to let go softly. for his sake...i mean, life is about fun...we can't seem to have that. oh well... take it in, let it go...

Speaking of houses...the pledge...always fun, always elusive. One of these days he might learn his entrigue only reaches my curiosity...to push the limitys is to know no boundaries...

My Marine in WY...he is getting Christmas in a Box...as I told him...he better marry me for all the -ish I give him.

My philisophical marine in AK--he's also getting a box...yeah...that one...lol. "It's not about love...It's about the ring...."

sigh, who else....um, i've been talking to a co-worker...playful jest, it'll all go away by Christmas...

oh....THE DENTIST....yay, he'll be here this weekend...all the way from CALI!!!!

Yay, alone and single this time...I'm very excited to catch up...I will be freeing my weekend up I'm sure....

hmmmm...oh Playa Playa, will be coming end of the month, also from Cali...I'm sure he'll be having me bring him breakfast in bed for many days as retribution of my untouched food... last visit in LA :(

who and what else...oh, the "dad" left on good terms as usual.  I'm sure he'll resurface given a few years time....take in, let out, give to the universe...Zen

non-resurfacing is Mr. Someone...shocking almost, but perhaps most easily explained as...

"No one wants to be alone during the holidays"

Oh...Secret Santa at work,...rocks my world...shopping for this season...like therapy...I shouldn't be all commercialist...but i love giving and receiving gifts....maybe its the girl in me...

last but not least...HIM....yeah yeah yeah... leave me alone. I screwed up and point blank asked him for the relationship...point blank...

"I want a boyfriend"....

HE is not amused...He feels "pressured" and that I'm "demanding a title" etc etc...

Funny thing is...I find it hilarious!!! I guess thats whats cool about being Zen...its like...what-evering life...I'm like, yeah "This Christmas I want a boyfriend"---

LOL, along with "something small and shiny"...

HE truly is not amused...I think I'm getting $30 worth of coal if I keep it up :-)

Oh well, this finals season,...

Finals, are like, yeah...I can do this...

With boys, I'm like....yeah, you can take me out...

with Work it's..., yeah, I do a good job.

With The Sorority, its...I'll get to that...

Zen baby...Zen...

Oh and on the wall...a new set of autographs to recap my acoustic christmas...

Life is good...and I got a handle on it :)

so...back to the paper :-)