I got three emails. count them three. i'm "Euphoric" according to C, glowing according to a co-worker. All I know is Today is
a better day, knowing he's safe...He doesn't know it yet, but my sorority sisters will be sending him Christmas in a box.
Leave it to women, when their men are away, we'll do anything to make sure they feel like we're right there.
Because you know, nothing says i love you like chapstick and AA batteries for your whole unit :)
I'm silly i know. boooo on me. no one wants to hear about him. i read other peoples blog's who do that-Talk about their sig.
other- makes for bleh reading. SPEAKING OF WHICH. hee hee. i read some entries. intriguing to get a window into others lives.
I try not to read to often, its like dramatic television, before you know you're addicted and your life passes you by while
too busy looking into somebody elses
Speaking of... i made myself participate in yet another sleep over. very odd. this socialization with girls. i still prefer
the company of guys, but at present, they are all trying to get a girl, have a girl, have a wife, or want more than friendship
The latter being completely okay, except without doubt, its always the guys i want friendship with that want more, and the
Guys i end up wanting, that want only friendship.
Me. i say go figure. my housemate, ms.v, says its bad karma at this point anyway to get involved with anyone else.
Whole heartedly, i can admit i'm weak. distance does not make the heart grow fonder, it creates doubt. and questions, and
Choices... me personally. i'm weak. i enjoy having fun and instant gratification. fortunately all my wants are untouchable.
Which is prob psycho analytical. creating wants outside your reach, therefore making it impossible to fail despite your
temptations. creating that fail safe envioromnent. eg. wanting to break your diet but not having chocolate at the house, or
wanting someones boyfriend but knowing its too unlikely and therefore its easier to flirt with him, then say the single guy at
the bar. both are okay, as long as they stop before feelings get involved...but like i said, i know i'm weak.
So glad i never gave that guy my number in the end.
Anywho, C has a cold that i might be getting. which is weird cuz i haven't so much as seen him for 2 weeks.