To say i have a favorite pledge is petty and slightly condescending, especially when its the pledge of your ex boyfriends.
Meaning, ofcourse, that I have one. :)
A true angel. Liberal, democrat, young, cute, and interested in someone else...so naturally we TM everyday.
Anywho, my friends seem to be a select few, especially with my time being literally gone after this thursday. so...
I'm deciding to keep this friendship as long as he'll allow. Sadly, i know myself, and know my weakness to get what I want,
But as I have just boxed like 15 lbs of candy to be shipped to IRAQ, I think I can resist.
I just need to be committed already. No ring, no wedding, no nothing. just the commitment that says, "No baby I won't Fuck
around, as long as you don't." :)
Sigh. I miss him like i miss air, people! Fucking torture. And leave it to me to want the impossible relationship. lol. what
else is new? Truth me the matter is, i figured it out. I love unavailable guys, because ultimately i'm unavailable. i've got
School, the sorority, future plans, and my love of being free. I mean, commitment doesn't fit too well. lol. trust me. i've
Him and the ex that i couldn't do it...which begs the question, why Mr.Boots?
if we go with the above reasoning, it i because he is unavailable until 2007, army and what not. But...then why do I want
The committment? i've outright said i would marry this boy, but that was a lie i know nothing about him! so why do i still
Contemplate it? toy with the idea? ask ms. v to be my maid of honor? perhaps because i'm bored? perhaps because its fun?
Perhaps because it keep everyone on their toes, including me as to what my real desires are...hmmm.