With so little time, i have even less to be looking at this, but alas
as this is my outsource to the world, the tally and thaks are as
follows....
Doing big things with Hurricane Katrina, if you're not involced now,
please respond...the world is only so big, and you can only turn away
for so long.
www.lambdalady.org/hurricaneKatrina.htm
As for me. Graduate Studies keep me occupied.
My life is as follows....
My heart belongs to a man overseas, and alas he has no way of staying
updated so perhaps the following should not disturb him as much....
my time is divided by two other men,
C-ofcourse, needing no further explanation if you know me, and
My Ex: who i suppose now has become my friend...
C has duly informed me he feels replaced by my ex, and I must agree to
some extent he has....especially as I find myself typing from my ex's
bedroon at 7:34 in the am.
Its quite odd. Coming back to familiar novelty. Rest assured, J-and others, he's aware of the above devotions....
As usual, Mr. Someone could waltz into my life, and perhaps I'd be
typing from right down the hall. ....was that an invitation, I'm not
sure....
The reality is, I am finally "free" to do as I please, without remorse,
and this time around, I have chosen not to feel bad for loving, or
living.
The man of the Hour is in Iraq now. God has been nice and has granted
him phone privalledges, so 1 am phone calls keep me awake.
He too is aware of my life and its many dirrectional pulls. He laughs
at knowing I turn every boy away simply for his phone calls.
The future is clear though....In June of 2006, I leave. With or without memories.
The memories I have are fond, and the ones I plan on creating,....
well, I hope you remain a part of.
J, all my love for being put on the burner for a "phone call"
Philosopher Marine, --My phone is free this evening after 7pm MST
Mr. Someone....You have a standing invitation....I know its been
memories, but I hold on to them. And by the way, I haven't forgotten,
Happy Birthday, even if no gifts are exchanged.
All others, make time for me, and i will make time for you.
well, hello. our communications have all but come to a hault. niether your fault nor mine. shall we credit school, work, loves, hates, or "life" to this? i'm TA'ing a class this semester. pretty cool huh. i gave a lecture on electrical circuitry the other day. i like the way that sounds. "a lecture on electrical circuitry" and im giving one on aerodynamics and flight principles soon. no red tie this semester just because i feel maxed out with 16 hrs, 1 class of my own, and working 40 hrs a week. i still want to do it, but it will have to wait for now. if it never happens, then it doesnt. can you hear the meloncholy tone in my letter? I am interested in learning more of the "ex becomes friend" story. hey i got a laptop, its really cool. ok, well im gonna raid my fridge for a small midnite snack b4 bed. Love you. me