*sigh

"So...who's the guy?"
            As C asked tonight,
"Just a friend"
"Why do I think you're lying to me?"

LOL--Don't Catch Feelings...

I'll be honest I don't know what to think, or feel or what ever...A week ago I shut him down so hard I'm surprised he ever called........and then last night I catch myself amazed that I'd known this boy seven years and didn't even know his last name.

Learned other things too....
Like how I really liked the fact that when he found my  pack of tobacco and I told him it was for sweat, he only smiled and said "that makes sense."

For Five seconds I glanced and thought, "yeah if he said it's okay, then I could do it, I could fall"

then....like the girl I am....I changed my mind.

CANT DO IT!
Right?