Oh and since this is my personal friends access to my life: have I mentioned how happy my man makes me? i mean. i know its
Ups and Downs. and with us we're a roller coaster. and i know i shouldn't be so happy over the little things, but when i was
Sick last night crying in pain. and gross and whinny, he still came over. and he brought ibprophen cause i ran out. and he
asked if i wanted cough drops. and when he got here he kissed my forehead and let me lay on his lap. then he rubbed my head.
When the pain made me cry he just crawled in bed right next to me and wiped my tears as he told me "we" were invited to a
Super Bowl party and how he finally just "Officially" told the guys about us that night. i mean. It's like wow. us.
Mind you. i'm not ready to go "All in" with him just yet. but the gamble seems so win-win lately :-)
Oh. before i forget. www.brokenguitars.com .

myspace

okay people...I admit it. I'm addicted. My space. if you're not on it. well good. I don't need another reason to spend even more of my day on it...but wow....

anywhoo they have a blog section...and I'll admit,...i didn't think i'd use it...but I have...so by the power of "Cut and Paste" here it is....

The MYSPACE bloggings:

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

I paid money for that....
Current mood: Eveything feels better than yesterday

So...Last checked I was sick....Doc says I'm stressed. Doc says relax...I tell her, well I'm a teacher, the kids have had the flu and strep... "Can ya test me just to be sure?"...

Her response "I don't think it's necessary, but its your money."

Okay....So I go home thinking, it's all in my head. that i need to relax. So I do. I veg. I forget all my plans for the weekend,....(namely because I'm exhausted!!!!) So I think I'll rest....but I'll be better right? WRONG!

I go to work on Monday feeling like death ran me over with a 4x4 and then reversed over my weak body to scoff at me when I didn't die....

Doctor calls me at work on Monday after lunch...."Feeling better"--"Not really"

"Um...yeah, you should be at home...you have strep throat...I'll write you a prescription"

GRRRRRRRRR......SEE PEOPLE. I don't make it up. I really was sick...now aren't you glad I didn't expose you???

So, anywhooo.,...today I'm taking the day off. Drinking O.J.Doing the Dishes. cleaning my room. Watching way toooooooo much MTV and Style network.

My loved ones say to take a nap, but guess what...with anti-biotics in my sytem I actually feel like I can live past tommorrow.  YAY!

k--thats all. Hope everyone is enjoying their days.

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Saturday, January 28, 2006

Booooo on Doctors

So I have this headache that wont go away...

the doctor does her thing...open your mouth, roll your neck, diets, meds, blah....

She tells me I'm "stressed," I laugh. Um I'm in grad school. I run a national campaign for my organization, and I teach 6 and 7 years...Are you kidding I'm not stressed, I'm LIVING!

Anywhoo....I say "the headache" she says "Ibprophen"

No computer, reading, or exposure to loudness....

WOW--I'm so glad I live in the world....

I'll be vegging out and "de-stressing" this weekend :-)

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Sunday, January 15, 2006

hmmm. Need a Date????
Current mood: busy

So I need a Date. So if you're in New York City on March 18th, can stand sorority stuff, and would like to party...I have a ticket...hit me up.

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Friday, January 13, 2006

Too Funny
Current mood: amused

So, I'll probably get kicked off for this...but c'mon. Sense of humor at its best.... Something to consider when posting pictures....hmmmmm....

http://www.myspaceisgay.com/

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Sunday, January 01, 2006

Happy New Year to me....
Current mood: content

Blog as usual...Letters to No One

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So. i guess i'm no longer single. happy? um. sure. ecstatic. not really. just the natural progression of things i guess. :)
The meds i've been taking have really thrown me for a loop though. i've been crazy emotional. and i really am lucky to have a
man that knows how to deal with me. :-) truly. how did i get so lucky? oh yeah 3 years waiting for him!

Ladies and Gentlemen, I believe I have now entered into the so coined, "Real World." I state this for a few reasons. The
First and most painful, being the new forms of anguish my body has decided to produce.
It seems that invisible killer known as stress has decided to make himself known thru high blood pressure and muscular
tissue tightening...hmmm...around my brain. severe. eh. kinda. refered to as a severe tension headache. cause stress.
Now to the lay person and I prior to this fridays prescriptions, i would say, eh no big deal. what is the big deal however is
comparison of said headache and rare malidies such as menengitis,... an infection of brain fluid that we're still not ruling
out. likelihood, slim. consequences, apparently severe. hence perhaps my tru felt need to pursue medical attention. anywho,
the diagnosis. stress. the prescription. rest....After Seth, my luv came over and had me watch disney movies. he kissed me
and asked how he could make it better...we asked each other questions and then began the topic of future kids names. thomas is
nice. so as andrea.
Its just fun. probing. but realistic. eh. not there yet.

Perhaps i may never need to come undone again. :)

Damn. i do love my homelife. side note. j. miss and luv you. your abq clone. made me a cd. two words. the fray. two more.
Teddy Geiger. and two more for good measure. love it. :-)

When i love you. i tell you the truth. I say whats on my mind. despite the pain or complications it creates. its me. my nature