In a very interesting change of events, the new year has come, along with my favorite sister, and yet another semester. In truth, I'm ecstatic. Life in short is Wow.
In the feed: My ex is apparently dating, which thrills me, as I haven't missed him since the day he left.
In the news: My favorite Someone, is also seemingly happy-and I must say, I am very happy for Him-- although I am saddened at the prospect that the soonest visit I may have is delayed until April. Alas, the 'politics' of a MR. Busybody who is always pencilled into my schedule.
Otherwise, I have found myself alone and yet perhaps Finally liked?
-the break down- think base; not neurotic-
Daily messages from "Michigan" and my "gay" ex-bf. keep my confidences up.
Invites from my colleagues keep me feeling popular.
My favorite sister keeps me guessing.
My mom keeps me grounded.
My dad keeps my phone on.
My J keeps me thinking I really may be everything everyone says.
New charectors to as my world turns.
Well there's S. who for all purposes has become my "BFF" or butt buddy - yeah kill me now if that gets started.
shes well- too busy for me- but equalibrium will catch us.
Next is above mentioned "Michigan" who is dying to sleep with me and every other female, sadly making it impossible.
Hmmm. there's my new found "5th grade crush" who i met over winter, and will never see again.
Finally, there's SA... who since summer ive missed and since November not spoken to. Still has my heart that one,
All in all, everyone is perfect, and as alone as I am, I'm not at all lonely. Semester is charted...It's going to be a great year!
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I'm SAVED!!!! Maybe?
Dreams are supposedly an interpretation of our current stresses,... right?
Thus, when I wake up from being "saved" from death, by none other than the invisible presence of Jesus Christ, I should just shake it off as, --"you really drank too much Riesling lat night hon, hon."
But I didn't. Well, I did. But who in their right mind DREAMS of JESUS?
Me, apparently.
Now this is beyond wild.
A car I am somehow "driving" but not in control of begins to fall off of a major highway. In my seconds of peril, I am smiling not concerned, and look out the window, as if angels are carrying me, and recite some mantra that I can not remember verbatim, but is the equivalent of
"Praise be to Jesus, I believe. I will be saved."
--Now, I was raised Catholic....So the mind I'm sure reached back for that one....BUT C'MON!
JESUS! Jesus the Man, Jesus? Are you kidding me.
Well, in the dream --like some car racing game -where if you totally wreck or fly off the highway, you're transported back to where you were right before the wreck.... this is what occurs.
"Praise be to Jesus, I believe. I will be saved."
I haven't gone to a service in (HAHA) God knows how long? but maybe just maybe I should start?
I don't EVEN drive!!!! I'm long ago gave up the Catholic Church. I have often considered my copy of the Tao of Pooh my soul source to religion. But there it is....dreaming of the Man. They say God works in mysterious ways....I think so does excessive drinking. Nonetheless, Jesus.
My epiphany: it's like having a superstar shake your hand.
Thus, when I wake up from being "saved" from death, by none other than the invisible presence of Jesus Christ, I should just shake it off as, --"you really drank too much Riesling lat night hon, hon."
But I didn't. Well, I did. But who in their right mind DREAMS of JESUS?
Me, apparently.
Now this is beyond wild.
A car I am somehow "driving" but not in control of begins to fall off of a major highway. In my seconds of peril, I am smiling not concerned, and look out the window, as if angels are carrying me, and recite some mantra that I can not remember verbatim, but is the equivalent of
"Praise be to Jesus, I believe. I will be saved."
--Now, I was raised Catholic....So the mind I'm sure reached back for that one....BUT C'MON!
JESUS! Jesus the Man, Jesus? Are you kidding me.
Well, in the dream --like some car racing game -where if you totally wreck or fly off the highway, you're transported back to where you were right before the wreck.... this is what occurs.
"Praise be to Jesus, I believe. I will be saved."
I haven't gone to a service in (HAHA) God knows how long? but maybe just maybe I should start?
I don't EVEN drive!!!! I'm long ago gave up the Catholic Church. I have often considered my copy of the Tao of Pooh my soul source to religion. But there it is....dreaming of the Man. They say God works in mysterious ways....I think so does excessive drinking. Nonetheless, Jesus.
My epiphany: it's like having a superstar shake your hand.
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Suitible and Yet Altered Quote
Do you think I relish the fact that I have to act like Mary Sunshine
24/7 to be considered a lady? I am the Marcia fucking Brady of DC's East Side, and sometimes I want to kill myself.
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How did this get on my Ipod?
"Why Should I Be Sad"
They couldn't believe I did it
But I was so committed
My life was so restricted for you
I just dove inside it blind
Couldn't see what swam inside
Thought that'd be romantic for you
Exchanged my vows
And said it all
Woman, let's prepare to fall
Even, screaming did it for you
(Remember?)
My friends said you would play me
But I just said they're crazy
While I was crying, praying
Was it true?
Why should I be sad?
Heaven knows
From the stupid freaking things that you do
(Stupid freaking things)
Why should I get mad? Feel sad?
Who knows?
Just take it all
As a sign that we're through
Goodbye
It's time for me to move along
(Goodbye)
It's time for me to get it on
(OK)
I'm tired of singing sad songs
(All right)
It's time for me
(...... let's go)
They couldn't believe I did it
But I was so committed
My life was so restricted for you
I just dove inside it blind
Couldn't see what swam inside
Thought that'd be romantic for you
Exchanged my vows
And said it all
Woman, let's prepare to fall
Even, screaming did it for you
(Remember?)
My friends said you would play me
But I just said they're crazy
While I was crying, praying
Was it true?
Why should I be sad?
Heaven knows
From the stupid freaking things that you do
(Stupid freaking things)
Why should I get mad? Feel sad?
Who knows?
Just take it all
As a sign that we're through
Goodbye
It's time for me to move along
(Goodbye)
It's time for me to get it on
(OK)
I'm tired of singing sad songs
(All right)
It's time for me
(...... let's go)
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Leo Horoscope
Relationship issues just won't go away; they follow you around these days like a puppy dog nipping at your leg. But these teeth can hurt if you let them, especially if you try to bury unresolved emotional pain from your past. Embrace your shortcomings by accepting where you are in life, but don't try to change your current attitude by rewriting your history. Write your future instead.
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