Can't sleep. My new found single status has provided me with a weekend full of fun and rediscovery.
The men of my life remain the same, however painfully rearranged. My exis still my ex, and he is happy with his woman
My someone too remains with other obligations.
Tonights slumber may only found with coven

Not knowing what to feel. New month, new job, new family. Love it all.

What was playing

George Strait
	Desperately
	Every night its the same I hear you callin my name You're lyin' next to me I give into your charms You disappear in my arms I realize it's just a dream, but Desperately I long to feel your touch But you left me all alone in love And now I Shake the sleep from my head And try to crawl out of bed Today is just another day I make the coffee for one I turn the radio on Pretend that everythings ok, but Desperately I long to feel your touch But you left me all alone in love And now I Know theres no reason to smile Its gonna take me awhile Cause I still love you desperately Desperately I long to feel your touch But you left me all alone in love And now I Watch the sun goin' down There ain't nobody around I feel a night in the breeze I keep on tellin' myself I don't need nobody else And I can do as I please, but Desperately I long to feel your touch But you left me all alone in love And now I Desperately I long to feel your touch But you left me all alone in love And now Every night its the same I hear you callin' my name I still love you desperately I still love you I still want you I still love you desperately

Best homecoming ever. Lol.

Miss you, my favorite would be 16 year old boyfriend.

A cut and paste....

So heres a letter, that I pondered as I sent...just wondering what others thought:

I have to admit, I struggle with the commitment aspect of relationships myself. Truth be told I change my mind every other day as to whether or not I want "commitment."

I wonder why this is so hard for people? Once upon a time all I wanted was commitment, now that it is so easily accessible, I find myself struggling each day not to run for cover.

I loved how you phrased "intimacy with commitment" --Not to pry, but what does that -really- mean to you? I mean it intrigues me....I've always considered a "commited relationship" defined as a friendship with intimacy, so I am curious as to how you differ from me in this aspect.....

After 15 years, i've made it back home...8 miles by 8 miles of country. Lets see...