For 3," No, Brad"

Boo. at fridays server is slow.

Those whom know me dearest know what i'm really going thru. for all those that do care, i know you'll ask, and for all those
Reading for the novela, no worries, a strong front will keep me in line and in the game. i still do me...i'll hold it down.
In other lives, Hate seems to be going round. ouch. as tupac said, "Ladies I know your fed up, but keep your head up."

As ms. v summarized: a lawyer, a black guy, a cute puerto rican, the white boy with the hat... is there anyone else that
Wanted you that i missed?
I tell her my 3YB is blowing up my phone. she laughs.
*Sigh* what a differance a night out makes.
My lambda world is being taken out from under me, and my BF while concerned enough to make sure i'm still alive, can't help:)
And more importantly doesnt care

Back in the days when i was young i'm not a kid anymore, but somedays i sit and wish i was a kid again.

Awe. thank you for the call prophet. i know my plan of keeping you in my life as a friend sucks, but i'd rather you be in it
as a friend then out as a boy. :-\
Speaking of which, night two alone is easier. hmmm. who would have thought i'd be counting days over Him.

In summary. As I told ms. v, if i didn't love HIM, I would have found someone better by now.
But, damn it all to hell, i caught a feeling, and like a cold it just seems to come back when It's going around.
Ugh! hey Sis, got any anti-Boys
pixie dust laying around? your Big could use some.
Speaking of. luv you honey. muaw. but boys. yeah. got a new one again. some kid. i'll kill it off like i've been. and why?
Because stupid any has me jacked in the head.
Dumb boy. It's summer. i have fun remember??? boo on Him. well i have a headache.
Sleep now. miss someone something bad. Perhaps i feel he got that it wasn't all so hard
Anyways. HE invited someone else as his "Guest" to an event that is meaningless to me outside of the fact that it meant
Something to Him. ugh. don't catch feelings!!!!