I hate how He does that!!!! how does He get my forgiveness back so quickly???
Ugh. i'm a bitch. 3B is coming by. why? cause i didn't tell him not to
Just once, i'd like to hear someone jealous. just once i want a guy to say. it drives me nuts to hear you talk about anyone
Other than me. don't see Him. Don't go. anything.
But till i'm told otherwise...let it ride, and just go with it :-)

boo on HIM

Ever think that you're sharing something to get like a simple affirmation,
like,
Hmmm my butt looks big in this....
and a simple, yeah girl go change would suffice..... but instead you get a bitch that says, girl you've gained weight, or something to the affect?

Well the above didn't happen, but i think it might have been far more confortable than what just did.
I mean I was sharing the fact that some boy approached me, and somehow,
YES-I CAUGHT A FEELING--
when I was pretty much told by HIM,
he responds"Go get him"
I mean c'mon???
I know you don't get it, I know you don't but,  let me spell it out....
YOU DON'T TELL THE GIRL THAT  YOU HOOK UP TO GO HOOK UP WITH SOMEONE ELSE!!!!
in summary: CAUGHT A FEELING--it hurt... that's why you DONT CATCH FEELINGS!!!!

HAHA...and to make matters funnier, J just as were getting off the phone, the boy thats was hollar'ing at me heard me talking to you!!! Ha ha. oh well he was short, and besides, don't I have enough?

Also, taking a poll, that boy that wears a "red tie"; the one I told you I was talking to, should I let him read these entries? give me your input.

Anyways, if J's girl is reading this, Besitos Ma. Thanks for lending me your boys ear and time this evening. Enjoy midnight breakfast.

Lastly, I have not forgotten about you Prophet. Boo on you for not being here till September. Bring me back coinage.

ALSO--CAN I GET ONE, JUST ONE BOY TO buy me a hoodie. I feel so unloved, and Yes, I still refuse to buy one, because now its a point, I want someone to love me enough to buy me one.....hur-rumph.

Still in finals. wish me luck, pray for me, light a candle, use some sage, write a comment.
Mua!

So stressed, I made myself sick. *Fake cough, fake cough.
So I took the day off of work to complete projects. working on one now, and yeah. this is why you get the whole semester I'm
Anyways. i'm at home or i'll be at campus. my life is on delay til next tuesday. but i'm almost done. i feel it.
Thank you C, for the escape and helping me get through this weekend. You always do come through.
Boo. he never reads this anyway. but appreciation should always be given right?
Except after you just hook up with someone. 3 and I have decided It's just rude for a guy to say "Thank you" after hooking up
with you. I mean c'mon. while the notion is nice, "Thank you" aren't exactly the words we want to hear.
It somehow implies a service was provided. i don't know. It's just overall tacky.
Say it was fun. Say it was great. Say the truth is I'm not gonna call because I have a girlfriend, but don't cheapen the
moment before with a "Thank you." If you're going that route, might as well ask for the bill.
Oh. and trust me guys, you can't afford it.
Hopefully 3, I summarized correctly. :)
Anyways back to why i took off of work.

Forward from el dentista

Okay take the five seconds, it's crude, I apologize I don't have a higher sense of humor or that I still find things like this funny...but well, ya'll make up your own mind...

http://www.craigslist.org/pen/rnr/70914143.html 

20 minutes till a phone call from my marine. i'm freaking out. paper. catching a feelin. lambda-ness. i just need to finish!
K. here i go. wish me luck.

Okay there's this long entry... coming... maybe. my housemates on the comp, so... we'll all wait. in the meantime...
Hi Cali Boy :) Shout out as promised. Otherwise, went to bed at 4. got up at 7. Meetings are done. It's nap time. :) besitos

She be big pimp'n...teaching P's