Does anyone ever read this?

Mood-Blah

Just curious, does anyone ever read this????
Where did my comments go?
 *sigh. Yeah. The Dentist returns. Life will be grand in a week.
speaking of visitors: The Prophet will be returning, as well as the 14 yr old royal cuteness.  YAY
Plans for break?
Well, hmmmm....quitting "the HOLE" so YAY, starting my job as an EA. hee hee.
The "good" housemate will be leaving town so, hmmm. ilicit behavior may occur.
um...random re-occurances in my life:
1. Playa Playa,--very odd, dating one of my sorrors I'm hearing. Hearing also, that he's saying I'm calling him---hmmm curious. Because you can check my inbound calls and, yeah, I think thats the other way around, but in the words of my cali friends--WHAT-EV
2. Mr. Someone has shown up on my buddy list again, I wonder if I'm off excile, or if he just finally has gotten online again? hmmm. Curious. You know what the, SERIOUSLY, aside from the weirdness I was going through, Mr. Someone truly was good times. He taught me alot, and besides I owe him for my musical incarnation
3. The Dentist will be returning.....AHHHHH! okay so I'm not trying to get excited, but seriously, if I go to Vegas I wouldn't be surprised. Of-course that wont happen but yeah, would I mind? yeah-no.

What else? hmmmm. J fix your phone looser. I'm poor too, but c'mon, don't be like 18 yr old scrub.

*sigh,. one day i will get the internet!!!!!!
like hopefully tonight?

Think I'm going to ditch work this week. No--seriously.
Got to get some academic stuff done. ON  THE REALS
*Sigh, Blah, so much happening, not enough time,
and YET---
I have time for sunset strolls with C, talks with C's mom, ---oooh ooooh, I should get cookies soon! Oh yes the privaledges of being C's "best friend"
yeah--that best friend thing. So funny, even his mom (as C put it last night) "swears we're together"
What on earth could give her that impression?
Well if anyone does read this, good luck on finals and what not. Damn, if anyone is out there, I miss ya'll..
You should write me!!!
well, talk to ya'll later little universe, I'll just keep living in it.
Muah--besitos.

Feel guilty; because in true 3rd grade style- I started it. and now yeah he feels bad. happy and relieved: because it gives
because i got what i wanted. sad because maybe that makes me awful.

And then...Just when you think there's no point. 1a.m. rolls around and C makes it all better. Yeah...Wow. feeling-Happy.
C always can make me happy. find my smile.

Want to talk to the ex- but no its for nothing
Think D is right. just want someone
Keep looking at his screen name... wanting to accidentally write him

Freud plus horny-ness does not make for a quiet evening
So i want to go out and my marine is nowhere to be found...
Worse yet i have relapsed something sic and miss the ex
Marine gone, miss the ex. C as always is the commit a phobe, i'm reading freud,and yeah...Wow
I AM AN IDIOT

second to everyone, primary to no one

Another go figure, as suspected, 18 yr old boy had a girlfriend.

HEE HEE. Sad for him... this time I found out by talking to HER (yesterdays events on "As the Ho' turns") rather then getting his lies or sloppy seconds for the very short duration I would have allowed him to stay in my life. Oh well. :)

True true, I was only playing a game but c'mon, why play with other peoples toys. No good. Bad karma.

On that note, song on the radio.

 

Karma
Lloyd Banks
(The Hunger For More)

[Chorus]
I am the one you denied
Brushed me off everytime tried
But im alright
I'm able to swallow my pride
And put all the bullshit to the side
If u ready to ride
Im down for a one night stand
I'll accept it any way that i can
Cuz i aint yo man
i'll try for whatever its worth
Just remember who played who first

simply put...go figure

i have returned to the world of internet. and life while not utterly simplistic and ideal, is for the most part better. "Instant"-ly I am connected with the sis, and the best friend, and let me tell you if there is anyone i miss more, than those two peoples pressence online, i mean, c'mon

in addition--here comes the go figure, un beknownst to myself apparently, i left my ex on the buddy list, and what should be the first thing that comes up is his away from iddle message--which of course leads to a chain of events, eventually leading to me checking his first ever but nonethe less present blog entry. can we say curriosity killed the cat.

speaking of--blogs and cats, well another pseudo-nym comes to mind (in the words of J) but the temptation to check My summer's someones blog kinda irks at me, perhaps the therapy or perhaps just common sense tells me it just surely isn't worth it.

in addition, new scene introduced to me by C, last week, myspace.com. me i'm staying the hell away for the mere fact that yes it was introduced to me by C, and it's not like i need to be reading his blog entries either. ugh. the blog, the death of us all right.?
just for my three drink tabultation: hee hee, i know right?
(to be explained later)
alright people, i'm back, so get those comments a posting. Damn, where did all my sister go at that? hmmmm.....
k shower now, blog more later. cuz you know what???? i got internet, and i can do that!!!!