Virgo (August 23 - September 22)



Whoa, Virgo, don't be so tough on yourself now. Sure, you may have some regrets about the what you've done in the past, but beating yourself up about that isn't going to help. Learn, forgive, and let yourself make a new start with romance now.

sitting in the car

Life is a game of patterns and chance, and those who play well will win.....

Boy 1. California boy: long gone and mocing on
Boy 2.  The ex fiance: yeah, seperation anxiety but over
Boy 3: Mr. Someone: is somewhere: probably with someone else, to be honest, dunno
Boy 4: Laundrymat boy: yeah, ignoring his calls, I know I know! mean, but what can i do? he's 38. give me a break.
Boy 5:  Playa playa, hell I don't even know where he's been the past month, hmmm...should call him.
Boy 6: Salsa/Tech boy. Didn't return my calls last night. :( that makes me grumpy
Boy 7: my marine, omg, he's so into his ex, but we really need to stop getting wasted and talking about sleeping with one another
Boy 8: Last not least: yeah,, cards not only were layed on the table-- they were thrown on the table. first fight in a long time since he found out about  Boy 3, and this time was equally not as pretty.  seriously: one day, I will lose my jealous streak, and stop falling for boys who expect me to wait around till they figure it out.

There, look, all on the table, yet again, hmmmm....i wonder who gives a rat's ass. LOL. I swear, I never hide anything.
"That's too easy, I have no secrets"

Moving, moving, phoenix plans as well. gonna spend 240 on plane travel for a little piece of wood. jeeze.

*sigh,
feeling a little peturbed at the waiting for people to figure out I'm a pretty freak'n amazing person--game.

and I hate always always knowing about other girls that will be gone in three weeks time. so so annoying. really, maybe ignorance is bliss.

8sigh, well at least I know where all the cards have fallen. oh welll....
i shall continue to play my hand at the tired game of life, love, and lust.

TM's from work

okay. today is a bad day. given. okay. its just work. i know. boys are weirdly the best thing going for me. weird. have no time. losing friends by the day.
Making new ones, i guess?

don't do it....

K- quickie, before I go to hipity-hop:
Marine last night-- good times, great memories.
I should go off---- the convo, the looks, the way things just flowed in a haze of smoke.....
*Happy Sigh,
 But tell me little universe, why is the highlight of my evening getting my voicemail in the bathroom of a bar, from a guy that I'm not with!!! LOL
I'll tell you--as usual, I'm being stupid.
If I'm not careful, I'm gonna blow it--again.
LOL, he makes me so happy! it's pathetic. He's been there the whole damn time, and i'm barely figuring this out!!! lol. Me and my timing issues. oh well, it's aight.
Winters coming and as usual the draw to be with someone is trying to impede on my newly found "Single-hood?"
lol, you know it's great when you have a guy for every day of the week, but only one has your heart, and he knows it. 
Awww--shamelessness, and yet, no shame at all....
haha, i should invite a girl over. At least it keeps me from calling boys. Well, shhhhhh....let's listen to the rain and see who comes over shall we?

more purpleness

Hello Little Universe! It's morning!
you know what I want?
"HANG OUT MAKE OUT HANG-OVER BREAKFAST"
Heres what today looks like :)

Daily Overview for October 09, 2004
Provided by Astrology.com Daily Extended Forecast

Quickie:
You and you-know-who are like complementary colors. You make each other brighter.

Overview:
Events from the past few days are now building toward a rather grand finale. It's definitely not going to be a boring time. Prepare yourself for some fireworks. Keep an extinguisher handy.

aw yes, aint that fresh? NOW WHO IS YOU KNOW WHO? Because I don't know? I know who i'd like it to be though??? (bad manda! no getting hopeful--are we done?---mmmm---yeah, k)

So just for the hell of it: Here's my virgo's:
OMG! Tech boy is a VIRGO too!!!!

  Saturday, October 9, 2004  
what is it with me and virgos?
well here's virgos:
Daily Overview for October 09, 2004
Provided by Astrology.com Daily Extended Forecast

Quickie:
True: You can't see the other side of the ocean. But that doesn't mean it isn't there.

Overview:
Chances are extremely good that a secret is about to be revealed. If it's you who's about to spill the beans, be sure you inform all parties concerned -- and the bigger the secret, the more quickly you should do it.
awww...sad... don't like virgo's horoscope :(
welll maybe a virgo is about to tell me his big secret is he's madly in love with me? HAHA
RIGHT! Because that would happen with any of them!
well yahoo guru isn't earning any points with me today.
i want breakfast! who should i call? hmmmm.....cartoons? cartoons, randomness, cartoons, randomness
(are you visualizing the weighing of possibilities with arm gestures?)
lets see, who's online?
grrr.....no one good :(
cartoons it is--oh theres' the roomie---
looks like garage sales, okay--whatever

gotta love kerry

Kay--
so, wide awake at 2:43 am. the roomie is watching the debate, and yup, i'm swayed each day by kerry. For once not for the total incompetance of his opponent, but  his actual stance on issues. i'm pretty impressed, and thats rare. but the proof is in the puddin'.

So "the date". Was short. nice, expensive, got V's approval. it is verified. laundry boy is cute. I'm slightly annoyed in the fact that boys think they're "entitled" to kiss you because they take you out., I mean c'mon. WEll, whatever. But it was cool. he wants to see me again, and i told him straight out--"I'm not trying to get into anything serious."

Grrrr--hmmm, so I missed 9 calls, 4 messages, while i was on the so-called "date."
LOL,I so got in trouble, lol. Everyone had no idea where I was. it was funny. rude i guess but funny. lol, well, sorry ladies. my bad.

so got back home from 'the date"--then called another boy. convinced him to drive an hour and a half to come see me, lol, and he did. :)
wen't to a party, had a chill, good time.
it was nice. we'll see if he calls? do i want him to call? *happy sigh
I don't know? hee hee, as my co-worker said to me today
"I wish I had your problems"
yup, these are the problems I love.
can't do breakfast with tech boy, because already have plans with Marine, not getting attatched to marine because theres a thread of hope with someone else. lol.
but not stopping this time to check the score, good advice given to me by someone ;)
*happy sigh, for once not worried about getting caught, but not doing anything shady either I guess. *shrug, not that I ever thought anything i did was shady. just personal I guess, hmmm.
ne-ways, good times, getting sleepy.
*happy sigh. thank you universe.
me happy. lol, if i can just stay unattatched we'll be doing good.
*yawn. good night/ morning/ me. :)

gotta love kerry

Kay--
so, wide awake at 2:43 am. the roomie is watching the debate, and yup, i'm swayed each day by kerry. For once not for the total incompetance of his opponent, but  his actual stance on issues. i'm pretty impressed, and thats rare. but the proof is in the puddin'.

So "the date". Was short. nice, expensive, got V's approval. it is verified. laundry boy is cute. I'm slightly annoyed in the fact that boys think they're "entitled" to kiss you because they take you out., I mean c'mon. WEll, whatever. But it was cool. he wants to see me again, and i told him straight out--"I'm not trying to get into anything serious."

Grrrr--hmmm, so I missed 9 calls, 4 messages, while i was on the so-called "date."
LOL,I so got in trouble, lol. Everyone had no idea where I was. it was funny. rude i guess but funny. lol, well, sorry ladies. my bad.

so got back home from 'the date"--then called another boy. convinced him to drive an hour and a half to come see me, lol, and he did. :)
wen't to a party, had a chill, good time.
it was nice. we'll see if he calls? do i want him to call? *happy sigh
I don't know? hee hee, as my co-worker said to me today
"I wish I had your problems"
yup, these are the problems I love.
can't do breakfast with tech boy, because already have plans with Marine, not getting attatched to marine because theres a thread of hope with someone else. lol.
but not stopping this time to check the score, good advice given to me by someone ;)
*happy sigh, for once not worried about getting caught, but not doing anything shady either I guess. *shrug, not that I ever thought anything i did was shady. just personal I guess, hmmm.
ne-ways, good times, getting sleepy.
*happy sigh. thank you universe.
me happy. lol, if i can just stay unattatched we'll be doing good.
*yawn. good night/ morning/ me. :)