So, I have a feeling, I've been over-doing this Zen thing. Or maybe I haven't been doing the Zen thing enough...Point being: I just want life to be...."uncomplicated."
So, here it is, the quick the dirty, the seemingly uncomplicated?
Emotions make you run like at 2000% right?
So He's my fuel....
If you people haven't figured it out, I'm in the weirdest damn relationship ever..."dating" one guy....been dating the one guy....is he "the boyfriend"...no...can I "date"...uh...yeah, I think???
So anyway... He's been around for something like 4 years....yeah. thats long, but after about the last year, we've decided to "try to make it work"
HAHA we'll see...truth is, I don't know how to quit him....he's the worst drug ever....super highs and bad crashes....but I always go back....I think he wishes daily that we never met....
well maybe not now...cuz now, were making it work...I have to admit. I'm in heaven
okay. must go
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