cunnilingus?
Latin? had no idea. had to look it up. This is what law school teaches me for 42k a year.
Reminder: Disclaimer. read it. Don't yell at me. Just mentioning what my "Statute of Limitations" pg. 329 was discussing. Seriously.
The phone is lost....and I'm better for it.
For the second time tonight, I have mistakingly "lost" all kinds of data.
The first mishap of the evening was the loss of the blog of witty "realizations" I have just come to realize....
you will have to take my word for it.
The second mishap was loosing the entirity of a paper due on Tuesday. now mind you, it was only 1 page of writing, with about 2 pages of conceptual thought, but its the "loss that bugs....
All this after loosing my phone on Friday. I shouldn't be bugged but I am.....
As the title suggested, I feel my "loosing" of stuff is meerky symbolic of me "loosing myself" and "loosing touch" with reality.
Not in a "Witty" way I thought I might recover from, but in a serious "I need to get it together" realization....
The worst part is....I have no one to blame but myself.....The upside. I have everything it takes to get through it. Sadly, I know I'm all alone on this.
The first mishap of the evening was the loss of the blog of witty "realizations" I have just come to realize....
you will have to take my word for it.
The second mishap was loosing the entirity of a paper due on Tuesday. now mind you, it was only 1 page of writing, with about 2 pages of conceptual thought, but its the "loss that bugs....
All this after loosing my phone on Friday. I shouldn't be bugged but I am.....
As the title suggested, I feel my "loosing" of stuff is meerky symbolic of me "loosing myself" and "loosing touch" with reality.
Not in a "Witty" way I thought I might recover from, but in a serious "I need to get it together" realization....
The worst part is....I have no one to blame but myself.....The upside. I have everything it takes to get through it. Sadly, I know I'm all alone on this.
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Someone once told me its amazing how people focus more on what we don't say, rather than what we do say.
Two examples of this:
Yesterday I questioned my Legal Methods professor... I left him "stumped;"and, he had no answer. Its amazing to leave a god in your eyes speechless.
Second example, I think a good friend of mine here has taken my silence on my personal life as an absence and "want"for a personal life. Moreover the personal life I do have, if one exist, functions --in fact-- on what is not said.
We-human beings, collectively- are excited to guess that what is not said is in fact what we want to hear.
Two examples of this:
Yesterday I questioned my Legal Methods professor... I left him "stumped;"and, he had no answer. Its amazing to leave a god in your eyes speechless.
Second example, I think a good friend of mine here has taken my silence on my personal life as an absence and "want"for a personal life. Moreover the personal life I do have, if one exist, functions --in fact-- on what is not said.
We-human beings, collectively- are excited to guess that what is not said is in fact what we want to hear.
Read (this) or Die. Japanese cartoon series or my lifestyle?
Actually, tonight is a great night. I am caught up on reading.
Of course that will change by tomorrow when i get my outlining and contract assignment, but tonight? Tonight has not turned into tomorrow like so many nights before, and i am actually, able! to
Go to sleep not worrying about what hasn't been done! Lol. Wow! In the words of Someone i miss, "don't worry about next tuesday, tuesday hasn't happened yet." ~.~ besos
Actually, tonight is a great night. I am caught up on reading.
Of course that will change by tomorrow when i get my outlining and contract assignment, but tonight? Tonight has not turned into tomorrow like so many nights before, and i am actually, able! to
Go to sleep not worrying about what hasn't been done! Lol. Wow! In the words of Someone i miss, "don't worry about next tuesday, tuesday hasn't happened yet." ~.~ besos